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I think ill start writing in this again. it's kinda comforting. almost as if live journal cares about what you have to say. haha its fun. so its been a while since ive wrote in here and so much has happened. Daniel was arrested, put into juvie, then a group home of september of last yr. so i havent seen him since until yesterday he was allowed to bus it to my house. it was pretty fun ha. we went to the car dealership for my older sisters Infiniti 05 g35 sport edition..yeh lucky bitch. and fuck i almost got hit by a car! yeh by some idiot who was tes driving a car. i shoulda faked an injury and got money haha. then we went to my AMAZING auntie Dianas house. full of cousins and family. Daniel showed me how to roll a blunt in the garage, took pictures, tagged up the garage, conversed n updated each other whats going, and just my family loved him haha. we didnt get to do much as we hoped for but next time it should be 10 times the experience! plus my car will be fixed by next month and im 18 in july. sounds goood.
as for my love life..yeh my postings below mention this girl Kayla Rose Smith..yeh im still with her :) and its still going strong. weve had such rough times like really really bad, but managed to over come anything. i love her so dearly, its been a year and 3 months and eh yes indeed my longest fucking relationship haha. shes great period. i spent some time with her last night at my house and it was like always fun. i miss her already tho...but tomarrow at school a warm embracement will be made :) eh but yeh this is my life so far.
As for prom its in june. late? yessss haha. im going with my dear old friend of almost 4 years Johnny pham. aw it should be cute and fun. hes amazing. i still havent got my prom dress but next weekend i should search! eh im bad i know. but i dont plan on spending too much. after all prom in my eyes is just for those special pictures..i hate how the tickets are so expensive. just a fucking dance! haha oh well gotta do the traditional high school thingys haha. mkay ill write more late or another day. life has been good though.
Daniel and I 
kayla and I
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[24 Sep 2007|07:34pm] |
i wasnt able to update yesterday but its been..
7 MONTHS OFFICIALLY WITH MY GIRLFRIEND!!
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[22 Sep 2007|12:13am] |
update ....
im fucking sick!! and it sucks
im in KNIGHT AND LADIES for birmingham and i love working at lil joes place for football games
my 7 month is on sunday, technically tomarrow, and im so happy
eddie and i are talking again. slowly but surely
im sick, yeh i mentioned that but i havnt been for a long time eh!
my new security guard friends name is GUS at birmingham, hes the homie haha
and oh yeh im sick :)
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[14 Sep 2007|06:16pm] |
i got a blow to the back of my head blood n all sick
a minor concusion
i was in the ER
my head still hurts ahk
ehm classes are easier then ever
im still with kayla
its very dandy :)
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[07 Sep 2007|07:05pm] |
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NOTE TO SELF :
i miss him terribly
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[28 Aug 2007|03:07pm] |
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ive had the best 3 days so far. but i must admit, yesterday was truly fucking GREAT. sandra came and picked my ass up at 8am to go to the twins house. she was with hers i swas with myne. then we left n drove around here and there. but omg before sandra and i saw a mini horse and then a little women! haha so wished the little lady was riding the mini horse haha. so anyways then we dropped my girlfriend off at work, headed back to the valley for sandra to register at LA college, then we got some taco bell mhm, drove back to the twins house this time for her to be with her twin, but ended up getting chased by an old lady cuz we had their grandmas doggy so we drove all over the gated community losing them haha. ended up at deejays, i had a mini BBGUN war with the twins younger brother and deejays younger brother. haha so funny. they are fun. drove bear back to her house. me and sandra finally went home. just the past 3 days have been so fun and great. spending time with the friends and my girlfriend. ahk been great. i only hope for it to continue this way haha. great summmer!!
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[24 Aug 2007|02:23pm] |
AHH! lol the last 2 days have been amazing
:)
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[22 Aug 2007|03:56pm] |
6 months, 6 months tomarrow.
ahhhhkkk
im really honestly in love
and not just infactuated with the idea :)
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[21 Aug 2007|09:03am] |
6 months on thursday...wow half a year...haha my first in high school.
the prospect is exciting :)
KRSRCH<3
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[14 Aug 2007|08:00pm] |
time to update with what the hell is going on in my life:
Eddie cut me out completly..and i can't really blame him. i always let him down, and i admit that. promising the best of situations, but never ever coming through. thats my fault, i admit. i also regret not talking to him as much as i should have. not really being there at all. only once in a while. my fault again. i really didn't make an effort in this friendship as much as i should have. but i kinda don't think it's fair how he could drop me for the most part of being friends with daniel. i dunno, im sure he had good reasonings. but i know ive messed up, i always do, and i can understand why he would drop me completly out of his life, ive really made no effort...my fault.
im with Kayla still. and it's been one of the most amazing times of my life. she still manages to give me those butterflies, shynes, and smiles all over again and again. i am in love. and its safe to say, that im so positive i am. i always doubted in my past if i loved my ex girlfriends, but i think i was infactuated with the idea of love so pure, i wanted to loved someone, so i always lied to myself, telling myself, i was indeed in love. i honestly have not loved anyone since Crystal Briones. and now im in love with Kayla Rose Smith. she is my inspiration for striving to any goal. it's been 5 months, 6 months realy soon, half a year, on august 23rd. so in a week? yeh. wow it's been long. well to me at least, because ive never made it to 2 months in any relationship in high school, but we made it. and it feels oh so good..i dunno she indeed is a blessing...her angelic presence puts away all my worries. i love her.
uhm im taking my permit finally. so license by february, yup. and hopefully that car i was suppose to get haha. mkay im done
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[13 Jun 2007|12:13pm] |
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wow i have not been on here in so loong. but i amREALLY bored here at school. school is so fucking pointless right now i mean teachers dont even kno what to do with themselves. hm im super tired and its barely 4th. i wanna leave ASAP. well to update uhm ive been with Kayla Rose Smith for 3 1/2 months. 02/23/07...my longest in high school! ha im in love..yup. eddie and i are hanging out on friday with raymond ashely and her friend..see how that goes. i might see my gf at work today. i hope. mkay well im done ha
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[30 Oct 2006|07:36pm] |
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we is so fresh.
Johnny & Roxy = great
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[29 Oct 2006|11:37am] |
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[28 Sep 2006|07:21pm] |
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today was fucking great. shared so much laughter with friends during all of 3rd period with jessica and corey and monica! eh so much fun! and lunch was fukn fun because daniel and i were joking around and then hung out with those sophmores we have yet to memorize all their names and eh bleh funnn! today was just freaking great it really was. and this saturday = jessicas birthday dinner then everyone is coming back to my house for a slumber partay! woo!! and tomarow im seeing joseph yay! and but b4 that im going to the football game with friends and then talking to kelsi the whole game too and then seeing joseph haha. yes yes this weekend is gunna be very dandy
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[28 Aug 2006|12:27pm] |
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summer has been freaking great stillll! ive been spending a lot of time with Vicky like sleeping over n going out. went to my dads side fam reunion omg so much fun! i love that fam. it was very far tho the occasion but worth it! then this week on sunday im going to lancaster for my lil cuzns birthday party and then later in the day Donny is picking me up and we are going to hang out. ahk fun fun. oo and b4 that wednesday im going to sushi with britt and ray and maybe some more people. i also am going to apply for a job at target and jamba juice. ha jambda juice wwith daniel & alie haha woooow. okie summers great life is great yeh yuhh
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[17 Aug 2006|05:31pm] |
basically ive had a GREAT summer vacation so far. friday was awesome, monday was fuun like last day in sumemr school, ha then tuesday n wednesday was greaaaat. spent with Lindie n Vicky n other people. jus been busy busy. n today was fuuuuun. and tomarrow n saturday is gunna be prettayyy goooood. ahk life = so fun n chill n LOVE meetn new people ha. great vacation soo farrr
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[08 Aug 2006|10:24am] |
we've made up
im looking more at my flaws with him
friday charles manson house with lindie,vicky,kristi,eddie,and maybe angel n etc.
ooo man we'll seee!!
p.s. nancy is so cute!
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[05 Aug 2006|11:22am] |
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so me and kristi are good again..not much talkn still but yeh.
so anyways last night was uhm kinda crazy. so fun in the back seat with vicky haha. and the people we met wow super nice n easy to get along with. uhm it was me & vicky in lindies car and we drove a lot to diff places. and almost died like 2 times cuz for one Lindie turned on a red light! but yeh haha it was pretty chill fun. vicky slept over. i drove to get some jack n the box for us cuz we dint eat all day and then i come bak and vicky is knocked out. so i kept ehr food in the fridge. vicky left at 5am and i gave her her food. i wake up at 10am and my older sister Melody tells me "whose hamburger was that? cuz i ate it! and left like a crumb!" lol eh stupid fat ass ate her food! i dint even kno! so i gave her like a blank bag! lol ehh!! oh well. so im going to LA with my older sister and dad to my aunts house. yeh yuhh. my fave! then maybe when i get bak tonite, im sleeping over ashlees. dunnooo. okie the end
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[03 Aug 2006|11:32am] |
so last nite was the first time i ever argued with her. it was quite shocking like wow am i really arguing with her. i never have and never have been so angry or upset with her..it's just she hasnt been the same really for like 2-3 weeks and i was getting upset for her being so mean. she never has been so mean, so i really had to say something to her. i try to talk to her about her problems because if she bundles up anymore shit , shes going to explode some more. sweetie i never meant to argue with you but you havnt been that same person ive met. never have you acted so mean. i honestly hope your shit that your dealing with ends soon..real soon. i need you back to that sweet,nice,funny,cute girl. eh just yesterday was crazy. i hope you get things back on track. i love you even if you fail to recognize that and or don't believe me. i just really think you should talk it out..if not with me someone.....
the end-
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this week has been prettay dayum good so far. but for the recent, eddie slept over last nite. we danced a lil n then i started working out n then he did and we ran around the whole neighborhood in my hood. then showered n took..well i took random nipple/boob pics on his camera n his cam fone lol! and uhm called some ppl n messed with they heads n then slept late once again. woke up early ew. school was cool haha. arlene came. wow missed that girlie. me eddie n arlene went to get something to eat. then went back to my casa n ate. she went home. she has a sweeet car. eddie n i will HOPEFULLY both go in and get our permit as soon as regular school starts. uhmm yeh im tired. eddie n i need another sleep over cuz they fuun duh. okie THE END
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